Showing posts with label unhappy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unhappy. Show all posts

Monday, 29 June 2009

Distance Between Us

As me and my puppy still live with our parents, and a small distance apart...I am feeling withdrawal symptoms of being in scene with him. Feels an eternity since I last striked his bare bum with my flogger

What can I do? I feel its hard to keep the disciplining act over the internet for so long, I often wonder how some people do it...as I dont feel the proper feeling of being his Mistress unless I am with him and know we have the time to do stuff on the scene.

We have went to a few bdsm clubs as well, which are awesome...but usually results in both of us just talking to all the other kinky people til 2 am, so busy in the club that you cant get to play in it.

I could rant more, all these things make me want my own place with my puppy so I can tease and play with him whenever I please....without worrying about this and that or having to hide all the stuff that non-fetish people would find quite disturbing...

Ahhh the days will come wont they?